A nice spring day. I have been living in thoughts, taking them as reality. I sense something and that produces, feelings, thoughts and I take my reaction as reality, when it was just more thinking. This is crazy, I have no skill, or talents or intellect to deal with life. I don't know what it is.
The most important thing I see is "we have it all wrong. The individual self trying to become something is illusion. Eight billion people all making the same mistake. Is that how you want to say it? It seems it could be clearer. The self arises in thought, it doesn't exist as an actual entity. I want an effect from seeing that, but that is still the self.
What I am is the momentum of the conditioned self. Yes this must end, how? There is no how, that is still the self. This means that there must be something already operating that thought prohibits us from seeing. Look into the mind, there is only awareness.
DT.
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